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I was being told to keep writing Journal by a book "We Are America" (P.6, Joy).

Of course, I would like writing, no matter English, or Chinese. I born for writing; however I understand I am not a good writer.

However, I don't like spending time on writing, because that cost me too much time, and writing is addictive; it is like cigarette, my drug. It is true that I enjoy writing, and it is also the reason why I hate it.

The fact is there is always something that you would enjoy with, but it is the dangerous thing to have, which we can say, oh, "Any thing enjoyable must be dangerous!" Well, it might be just my stereotype. Hopefully, that is just my too much thinking.

Well, what is next?

- Web page design; I am already overtime (for both work over time, and out of deadline, my deadline; out of "my" deadline that won't seem good for me )
- My father's paperwork; I don't like this, however, I am the only person in my family could do it or should say this way "good at" it.  It is so sad.  无奈 in Chinese might be best fix my situation.
- Finding job! I will take 5 course for next semester; that is a lot of time. -- I don't say work, I mean "time"! How come my time is so limited, and I did time management but I still think my time is so less. Might be I didn't do well on it? Let my try some more! -- Thinking about working that stress out me.  Just take a try, might be it won't be that hard. Make a wish, that's pray to god. (Oh, my stomach, it makes me so hungry. Yeah, stress makes me hungry )
- Furniture and money! It is about the rent and house work. I will live with 4 other friends next semester, or by saying "new family" that won't be too over level. New family, new rules. So how to make us work together?! I don't have any idea of it.  We would see, we would see.

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Internet and Real Life

Damn, that's so hard. Too many things need to be done. School paper work, shopping for new house (that is a lot of money, I'm broken now; I have never spend so much money for my whole life!), web page project, finding new job ... I am so tired working on this. I have a so long no good sleep, and spend a lot of time on transportation.

So dose Internet save us from boring driving and transporting? In some sense, it doesn't do anything at all.

Well, let me stop complain. Yes, the truth tells us, Internet is not perfect. Of course, there is nothing could be perfect; however, being better. That is the world, and that is what we are fighting for, getting better!